1. I've been going through a lot of emotional turmoil lately. I didn't create my tulpa - her name is Blue, by the way, she's not vocal yet - to be a crutch, and I feel bad subjecting her to all that I'm going through. I feel bad when I break down and cry, I don't want that to hurt her in any way. 2. When I force in my wonderland - am I meant to see things in a certain point of view? It switches; when I'm examining her or holding her close it's first person, but talking to her and doing personality development is in third. 3. Sometimes I visualize her in my mind by accident - it just happens randomly, sometimes with expressions or reactions to what I've just said. I'm very early on in this, but I do believe this could be her - does anyone else experience this? 4. I've asked this elsewhere, but do you all think it's okay to fall asleep while forcing? Usually I talk to Blue until I fall asleep, or work on her physical traits with her until I fall asleep. Thanks for reading! Hoping to get responses soon.